I hate myself right now. my best friends mum took us to this all you can eat buffet place. EVERYTHING tempted me. So I ate like 2 plates of food and a huge fuckoff bowl of ice cream. UGHHH.
I'm going to blackpool tomorrow so I know I can't eat if I'm going on the rides cos I'll hurl, so I'll just... yeah I'll fast tomorrow and the day afetr and keep up the walking/running till I feel better about this weekend.
Sunday 14 July 2013
Saturday 13 July 2013
The bracelet project
The bracelet project has now been expanded, you can add different coloured beads to your bracelet and show who you really are, but only to people who understand. The way this works is if you see someone with a beaded bracelet of any of these colours that seems home-made or deliberate, you catch their eye and point to your bracelet. If they nod, they're part of the bracelet project.
I'm updating my bracelet as soon as I can, the one I have is too big now!
I'm updating my bracelet as soon as I can, the one I have is too big now!
FASTING!
So I started this last night at about just before 9, so call it 9 oclock. I'm aiming for 36 hours at least,I'm already down 14, does anybody want to join in? I have kik now too!
If you want to join me, either comment or kik me, and we'll help each other :3
Kik: LozziiRawr
If you want to join me, either comment or kik me, and we'll help each other :3
Kik: LozziiRawr
Sooooo.. this has absolutely nothing to do with Ana but I need help..
Right lovely ladies... I need some advice.
A male friend of mine(we'll call him S) recently confessed that he likes me, but me and his best friend(we'll call him D) only broke up a few days ago (for the 2nd time in 1 month). He wanted to wait before he told me but he'd been harbouring the secret for a few months and wanted to get it off his chest for a while.
The thing is, S was there for me more than D over the past few months. S supported me when I'd had a bad day and D was too self absorbed to care and just told me to get over it, or talked about how shit his day had been, meaning he hadn't done anything and had been bored all day. S even took my side when D cheated on me then broke up with me, just after our anniversary, by text and with phrasing that made me feel like it was my fault. (he didn't confess to the affair until a week after, when I'd calmed down over the matter, which made it all come back again.) S helped me regain my confidence to face the world again. I don't depend on him, please don't get that idea, but he's sweet to me and always makes me smile, he's a true gentleman. We get along really well, and we always have something to talk about, whereas with D it would always be music filled quiet, or talk about him and his 'horrible' life.
I am beginning to feel like I have feelings for S, but I don't want it to be a whole rebound situation. I'm definitely over D, we got back together and I called it off because it just didn't feel right, I didn't have any emotional attraction or trust with D anymore, yet even at that time I felt I could trust S with my life, and there may have been an attraction there that I didn't notice..
I don't want S to think I only like him because he likes me, or that I'm rebounding onto him. S has said he would like to be friends as we are now and his feelings not interfere with that, so I was thinking maybe give it a few weeks and see if I still feel the same? Or should I jump on the opportunity while I still have it?
I just don't really know what to do, this hasn't actually happened before..
A male friend of mine(we'll call him S) recently confessed that he likes me, but me and his best friend(we'll call him D) only broke up a few days ago (for the 2nd time in 1 month). He wanted to wait before he told me but he'd been harbouring the secret for a few months and wanted to get it off his chest for a while.
The thing is, S was there for me more than D over the past few months. S supported me when I'd had a bad day and D was too self absorbed to care and just told me to get over it, or talked about how shit his day had been, meaning he hadn't done anything and had been bored all day. S even took my side when D cheated on me then broke up with me, just after our anniversary, by text and with phrasing that made me feel like it was my fault. (he didn't confess to the affair until a week after, when I'd calmed down over the matter, which made it all come back again.) S helped me regain my confidence to face the world again. I don't depend on him, please don't get that idea, but he's sweet to me and always makes me smile, he's a true gentleman. We get along really well, and we always have something to talk about, whereas with D it would always be music filled quiet, or talk about him and his 'horrible' life.
I am beginning to feel like I have feelings for S, but I don't want it to be a whole rebound situation. I'm definitely over D, we got back together and I called it off because it just didn't feel right, I didn't have any emotional attraction or trust with D anymore, yet even at that time I felt I could trust S with my life, and there may have been an attraction there that I didn't notice..
I don't want S to think I only like him because he likes me, or that I'm rebounding onto him. S has said he would like to be friends as we are now and his feelings not interfere with that, so I was thinking maybe give it a few weeks and see if I still feel the same? Or should I jump on the opportunity while I still have it?
I just don't really know what to do, this hasn't actually happened before..
Wednesday 3 July 2013
so I did a lot of comfort eating..
I ate two sandwiches, a chocolate moose, and 3 chocolate teacakes today. I was severely upset because my dad pretty much said I was going no-where in life. I tell you what though, pretty soon I'll be going far away from him. I swear I don't have to put up with this shit..
Someone join me in a 3 day liquid fast? :)
Someone join me in a 3 day liquid fast? :)
Monday 1 July 2013
Dairy only diet from now until the 14th! and Photos :)
Okay so I've screwed it this weekend, not sure if I've gained or lost and to be honest I don't wanna know. I scare myself sometimes.
I'm doing a dairy only (with the odd fruit and sugar free energy drink) for the next two weeks, because I'm going to a wedding soon! I wanna look good :)
I'll keep you updated with how it goes!
Photos for the start of july <3
I'm doing a dairy only (with the odd fruit and sugar free energy drink) for the next two weeks, because I'm going to a wedding soon! I wanna look good :)
I'll keep you updated with how it goes!
Photos for the start of july <3
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