Vegan Cruelty Free Makeup!!

KaysCosmetics By Younique!

I swear by the makeup from this site and I wanted to help share it with you guys! My personal favourite is the fiber mascara, it makes eyelashes upto 3 times longer and its just great in my opinion, got the look of falsies without the feel of the glue and heaviness! I've yet to try the lipgloss but it does genuinely look amazing, check out this girl, she calls it 'Popping' and I can see why!!

Lipgloss!!
Some of our other stuff is really great too, and its all vegan and cruelty free, nothing at all is tested on animals and that's the way Younique is gonna stay.

3D Fiber Lashes Mascara!!
The mascara is a very popular item, I personally love it. One tub lasts around 3 months even if you wear it almost everyday!

Pressed Powder!!

Go and have a look, its all really good quality stuff, and you can buy it online!
Click under any of the pictures to go straight to that product or follow the link below to see the full range!
Full Range!!

Thanks Lovelies <3

Long overdue update..I'm sorry.

So i checked in on the blog that stupid and pathetic 14 year old me started. 50,000 views.. I don't know whether to be overjoyed or disappointed that what started as a fucking PRO ANA blog got that much attention... Seriously what the fuck was I thinking?!
It's too late to go back now.
But yeah. I'm alive, just.
Formally diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and guess what? Bulimia.
Yep.
Not anorexic. Not even ednos. Full on bulimic. That's what can happen in the space of a few years.
Don't get me wrong I've always had food and body issues, but I feel like sites like this, like my own, made things worse. My hair is falling out, my nails are chipped, my teeth look disgusting.. I bruise like a peach, I'm too tired to do anything. I knew it would happen and I guess I wanted it to. I still want to waste away into nothing. And if you do what I did, you will too.
Please. If it's not too late for you to get out, do it. Shut the page, go hang out with friends and share a pizza or something. Life is meant for living, not just existing like I am..

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I'm sorry if I have helped anyone hurt themselves. I'm sorry if I've dragged anyone down with me. I shouldn't have been so naive. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry its been so long!!!

Well all my friends found out about my problem because my ex 'ana buddy' decided to tell them. So I've spent the last month or so faking getting better and actually just continuing as I am. I eat in front of them and then act like I feel unwell so that they wont try to make me eat any more. I don't bother with numbers anymore though. Numbers make everything seem like school. I go off quantity and ofthings that I know are low cal without knowing numbers. I do the same for my exercise, do it until I feel like i'm done, not till the numbers say I am. I've been doing a lot better too. My dad threw out my scales so I'm going off what I can see, but I can see a pretty big change.

I'm quite proud of the change but I want it better. I will make it better.

OhMyGOD

I hate myself right now. my best friends mum took us to this all you can eat buffet place. EVERYTHING tempted me. So I ate like 2 plates of food and a huge fuckoff bowl of ice cream. UGHHH.
I'm going to blackpool tomorrow so I know I can't eat if I'm going on the rides cos I'll hurl, so I'll just... yeah I'll fast tomorrow and the day afetr and keep up the walking/running till I feel better about this weekend.

The bracelet project

The bracelet project has now been expanded, you can add different coloured beads to your bracelet and show who you really are, but only to people who understand. The way this works is if you see someone with a beaded bracelet of any of these colours that seems home-made or deliberate, you catch their eye and point to your bracelet. If they nod, they're part of the bracelet project.

I'm updating my bracelet as soon as I can, the one I have is too big now!

FASTING!

So I started this last night at about just before 9, so call it 9 oclock. I'm aiming for 36 hours at least,I'm already down 14, does anybody want to join in? I have kik now too!
If you want to join me, either comment or kik me, and we'll help each other :3
Kik: LozziiRawr

Sooooo.. this has absolutely nothing to do with Ana but I need help..

Right lovely ladies... I need some advice.

A male friend of mine(we'll call him S) recently confessed that he likes me, but me and his best friend(we'll call him D) only broke up a few days ago (for the 2nd time in 1 month). He wanted to wait before he told me but he'd been harbouring the secret for a few months and wanted to get it off his chest for a while. 

The thing is, S was there for me more than D over the past few months. S supported me when I'd had a bad day and D was too self absorbed to care and just told me to get over it, or talked about how shit his day had been, meaning he hadn't done anything and had been bored all day. S even took my side when D cheated on me then broke up with me, just after our anniversary, by text and with phrasing that made me feel like it was my fault. (he didn't confess to the affair until a week after, when I'd calmed down over the matter, which made it all come back again.) S helped me regain my confidence to face the world again. I don't depend on him, please don't get that idea, but he's sweet to me and always makes me smile, he's a true gentleman. We get along really well, and we always have something to talk about, whereas with D it would always be music filled quiet, or talk about him and his 'horrible' life. 

I am beginning to feel like I have feelings for S, but I don't want it to be a whole rebound situation. I'm definitely over D, we got back together and I called it off because it just didn't feel right, I didn't have any emotional attraction or trust with D anymore, yet even at that time I felt I could trust S with my life, and there may have been an attraction there that I didn't notice.. 

I don't want S to think I only like him because he likes me, or that I'm rebounding onto him. S has said he would like to be friends as we are now and his feelings not interfere with that, so I was thinking maybe give it a few weeks and see if I still feel the same? Or should I jump on the opportunity while I still have it?

I just don't really know what to do, this hasn't actually happened before..

so I did a lot of comfort eating..

I ate two sandwiches, a chocolate moose, and 3 chocolate teacakes today. I was severely upset because my dad pretty much said I was going no-where in life. I tell you what though, pretty soon I'll be going far away from him. I swear I don't have to put up with this shit..
Someone join me in a 3 day liquid fast? :)

Dairy only diet from now until the 14th! and Photos :)

Okay so I've screwed it this weekend, not sure if I've gained or lost and to be honest I don't wanna know. I scare myself sometimes.
I'm doing a dairy only (with the odd fruit and sugar free energy drink) for the next two weeks, because I'm going to a wedding soon! I wanna look good :)
I'll keep you updated with how it goes!

Photos for the start of july <3